8/05/2014

Between obessions

I don't like things or enjoy things or love people/things/experiences. I get obsessed. 
My obsessions are generally short lived. A couple weeks, maybe a couple months. 
Sometimes it's a project I am working on. If my obsession lasts, I can get it finished. If not, I'll get frustrated and abandon it. Most things I abandon linger in my head and it comes back around. 
Video games come back around as well. Mass Effect to Skyrim to Sims to Dragon Age to Minecraft. Goes in a circle. 
I'm between obsessions. All of them. No video games, no story to write, no book to read, no hot guy to stalk. 
I am bored. I am lost. I don't know what to do. I hate cleaning. 


4/27/2014

the picture

I looked for it and it's gone now. but you shared it, and it made me realize. Even though, we don't fit into each other's lives any longer. You will always hold a special place in my heart. I will always have regrets of you, but it's best we've gone our separate ways. But I will always love you. But this is as close as you'll ever come to knowing it.