When I was a teen, I wrote poetry, prolifically.

The problem was, and still is, I am crap at titles. I hate titles. They are the last thing I do when I write a book. So I have hundreds of poems without titles.

I miss cutting. I'm not even badly depressed or experiencing deep emotional pain.

But maybe that's the reason, I"m not feel much of anything. I am apathetic, I am emotionless, I am bored to death.

Cutting would at least be feeling something.

I guess that is probably depression. But, I have no compulsion to do much about it.